I'm feeling a bit happier now, the sun has come out and my mood has lifted. I was feeling a little low for a while... the whole 'Impending Doom' thing had spiraled.
But the sun came to stay with me for a few days, I got my gardening gloves on and I pulled a few weeds, swept the yard, bought the table out and made it all look lovely again.
Now I smile when I wake up in the mornings, make coffee and sit out in the sun. In the evenings, we sit out for a while, talk and plan our future.
The dream has a focus. I'm learning new things. For once it doesn't look so bad after all.
It's amazing how much 'inner peace' you can find in a garden.